let the games begin

I've been away a long time. The last couple of weeks have found me fighting multiple viruses on my old computer. I say old computer because it's just about dead and I am now sporting a cheap but very functional and upgradeable laptop. I kind of like it.

It's growing on me, anyway.

I blame Firefox for my desktop death. And, my sorry virus protection program that missed a few, obviously, and then couldn't correct them much less quarantine them. It was frustrating, to say the least.

I have to say, however, that the screen on this thing is fabulous. My photos never looked so good. Seriously, I'm better than I thought. Heh.

We are down to the wire on the child support case. Well, court date is tomorrow. I have my ducks in a row but still wish I had more. I'm nervous. I'm angry. I'm hopeful. I'm trying to hold on to Faith. The truth will be known, right? I'm counting on it.

I'm hoping, too, that once this is all over, whichever way it goes, I'll start to feel better. The AS is hitting me strong this winter. I'm not sure if it's the warm humid temps we've been having or the stress. Maybe both. Either way, the constant of it all is depressing. Another reason for not writing. I hate all the negativity I feel these days and would rather not inflict my down time on others.

My daughter is still such a permanent joy in my life. She makes my days sunny no matter how I'm feeling.

And for that and that alone, I'm grateful.

Wish me luck tomorrow!