Holes

Like a moth in clothing, or a maggot in wood, sorrow gnaws at the human heart.

Proverbs 25:20

I am thinking that parasite was too mild. Maggot is good. But, basically the same thing. Moths can be considered beautiful to some. There is no beauty in this person. I can't think of any other bug, except maybe some kind of flesh eating virus. But, I don't give him that much power. Yeah, so it's bugging me again. How would you feel if someone disregarded you as nothing? Used you to satisfy his need. No thought or consideration for what happens to you. Making feeble attempts at appeasing you so will feel better. When it actually makes you feel even worse because of the lack of thought behind it. It is hard for me to heal.

I think I will go with maggot. Just the name evokes images of something rotten, smelly. It sucks the nutrients and remainder of life out of it's object till it's own needs are met and then develops, moves on and fly's away with no regard. Ignoring and never looking upon what it used up to begin with. Yeah...that about sums it up.