For a minute

I have so much in my head and not a word to describe any of it. My life has taken this sudden shift, change, movement and disappointment. I had no control or say in any of it. I got a job offer today too. Of course, when my boss is needing me the most. And if someone is counting on me...I can't walk away, even if I don't like them very much. So now what? Sacrifice yet again, what would be potentially good for me. All sounds rather piteous doesn't it? Yeah...sorry. My blog is my cry when you have no one to lay in bed and do that with. Ew...I am even making my own eyes roll...I will spare you further, the ball of emotion that is me. And say goodnight.