I am sitting here...listening to some music videos. There is this one song called "Me and Charlie Talkin" There is one line from the song that really struck me. "I would give anything to love like a childs heart again." Forget the rest of the song..I mean it is a cute one and all, but that line says a lot. Think about it. I know that I have become so jaded. Love doesn't come easy for me. I am meaning the kind you feel for the opposite sex. As in relationship type of person. So when I do feel it...it is something pretty powerful. But it has been a long long time since. And I wonder if I really did feel it, even then, or if I could ever.
Anyway, I look at my post last night, and see how surface it was. I don't think I was trying to make any kind of point, just clearing out my head. I take a look at my fears on a daily basis. Break them down, tell myself that I can't let them get the better of me. I try to take into account when something I feel is based on that fear or the person themself. Sometimes it is more depth than I want at the time. Sometimes...I delve so deep it is hard to see where the out is that I came in.
On my mind...
I found out on Friday that my Boss' wife has cancer. She went in 2 weeks ago because she saw a couple spots on the back of her throat and wanted to know what they were. In her examination, they found a lump in her thyroid. So, tests commensed and this is the result. There is no answer yet on the level it is at, how extensive it is in her body or if it has been caught early enough in a localized area. I thought of their 3 children, A 5 year old, 3 year old and 1 year old. I looked at my boss and I think I actually saw a bit of emotion. Usually, it is pretty vacant, but something like this always makes a person more "human". I am not sure what to say or think on it. She is in my prayers for sure. Please include their family in yours.
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