Apple Pie in my window

I apologize for my rant earlier. I was a bit fed up and I get really tired of having to fake it sometimes. I felt this pic of the ocean today was more representative of my black/white stormy disposition. I still am hoping that this daily visualization is going to get me closer to my goal...

Anyway...

Tomorrow is Friday. My favorite day...I swear. Such relief and I get so excited at looking forward to a low pressure weekend. Ahhh...

My really short date went very nice. He is such a "nice" guy. A little on the goofy side, but I happen to like the nerdy, off type. For some reason I made him nervous. He kept blushing the entire time. All we did was sit and have coffee. We hadn't really had any one on one time, so maybe that was it. I dunno. I had someone I dated once, tell me that I come off as really intimidating and that if he had met me on the street that he would never have had approached me. Hummm....ok. Most people tell me that I make them feel comfortable and relaxed. So I don't get it. Troy was so very "nice" though. I have to say I am not used to that. He even brought me a bag of my favorite candy. I thought...wow...he actually remembered something so obscure as that? What do I do? I just said thank you. *shrug* He already asked me out again and I said yeah. Maybe he will relax a little after laughing at the movies.