I have come to the determination that it is Weather Bug that messes with my mouse. Go figure.
I have decided to move past comments and conversation of yesterday. While, I appreciate what this person may have been trying to do, the fact that they will not reveal themselves, after such thought provoking statements, makes it all smell really funny. And my feeling on who it may be, made my comments and feeling that much more driven. At any rate, the whole subject in and of itself, meaning the person that began the subject, is worthless and moot. I don't give it the power to control my actions. While I still struggle with forgiveness of the situation, I don't wish any harm to him or his other. I don't take action in such ways that I have seen other women do to him. Yes...I am not the first he has treated badly, nor will I be the last, I am sure. I can definitly say that I now understand why these other women said what they have and done what they have. His "victimized" perception led me to feel sorry for him. I was certainly mistaken. Any difficulties he suffered and will...were and are, well deserved.
I still believe that what goes around comes around. And I still believe that until you make the wrong done ...right...nothing you do will be 100%. Sometimes, it just takes a little longer. Patience, is definitly a virtue I hold.
Today is Friday. Yee-flipping-haw!
4 comments:
Well, rats. Apparently while I was too ill to get online, someone decided to unkindly dump on you, and I didn't get to defend you.
Of course, his comment is gone, and I can only guess at what he said from what you said, but here's my thoughts on it. Well, first, let's get Paul's thoughts on someone who had been bad to him -- 2 Timonthy 4:14. "Alexander the coppersmith did me much evil: the Lord reward him according to his works." :) I think that's one of the funniest verses in the Bible. I can almost hear Paul's wry tone. Of course, there's also a lesson there: that of giving an enemy over to God to deal with. But hey, that's easier said than done.
Whoever this "Matt" is, he did you wrong and apparently has flourished afterwards. He got away with it. I don't blame you for being angry at him, for wanting to slap him upside his lying head. God knows I've felt the same about various people. I think a little anger is good for us. Gives us backbone and keeps our chin up.
Anyone who jumped on you for venting and ranting obviously doesn't understand much about how we humans operate. We need the pressure relief or we're going to blow. Rant away.
Sure, if we were perfect, we'd turn the other cheek and even mark a bullseye on it, but we're not.
I guess my point is, it's okay to be angry. Just don't be angry too long. Don't let this "Matt" control you any more than you have to. He's done you much evil. Let the Lord reward him accordingly. And trust me, eventually He will.
I'm rootin' for ya!
An additional comment: I reread everything and finally realized that you had quoted what the BP had originally said. Sorry. I blame the drugs.
But apparently BP is confusing the Bible with a club. Important tip: Bible, reading; club, hitting. We shouldn't confuse the two.
You have been ill...I am glad you are doing better. You were in my thoughts and prayers. A given...
I agree that I need to give it completely over, I am truly working on it. Mostly, successful until this one same person, that Lives for gossip, feels the need to include me in on it. I have been direct about not wanting to take part, but ya know, some just don't get it. She is also a client of mine, so my avoidance only goes so far.
At some point, I may write the story of Matt. Why the experience hurt so much. There are certain circumstances that make it rather difficult and some deep seeded "stuff" that keeps me from letting the hurt pass. He, in short, used a clamp to hold open a wound that already wept. And knew full well, it existed.
To be honest, I wonder that this commentor isn't the demon himself. Such fear displayed in the sending of a comment, then to remove it to keep it anonymous? If this person had wanted to say something to me personally then an email would have been fine. Of course...then it wouldn't have been so secretive.
I thank you Tech for your sweet and kind words. It always feels so good to know the good ones are on your side. :)
I hope your are feeling 110% soon.
Weatherbug has been know to install spyware and adware. the firefox plugin for weather it much better.
I guess i missed the crazy commenter too.
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