Wednesday, March 23, 2005

Flyin' over the Hump

Hmm. I remember starting my day. I tried to use my house key, again, to open up the office this morning, but the rest is a blur. I feel like nothing was accomplished but yet I was so busy today I couldn't take a moment to go to the restroom. (like you needed to know about that!) I was telling a friend of mine, in an email tonight, that even though I feel so much pressure at work it gets a little overwhelming, that I really like the fact that I am needed and that I do make a difference. Me. Michelle...the really smart, attractive one. (inside joke) :p I like being needed. I know, I already said that. I just do though. If I care for you....I will do whatever you need, whenever. It is the way I show it.

My daughter and I talked about buying another home. A larger one. I am paying down my debt. I actually have my last payment this month and then I can concentrate on paying down my house. This one is small. But I don't have enough equity to sell it and buy another. I am thinking a year. She is 10...and is thinking tomorrow. I wish I was 10 sometimes.

What is the name of that book? The one that talks about the different ways in which people show love or whatnot? Some are givers, some say it with words, some physically and some with gifts. Something like that. I don't have the energy to look it up. :p Anyway, I guess I am one of those giver people. But I have a problem when people do that with me. I like the words and the physical. Don't buy me anything...don't try to take care of me. I can do all that myself. But the words...followed by some..umm..physical? is perfect. Just mean it when you do it.

Right. I'd better move along to some other thing to occupy my time. This is going somewhere...I just don't need to go.

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