Wednesday, November 09, 2005

B-Complex

How do you post a look?

A feeling not expressed in words, or a deep far reaching breath that only clarifies the vision of the confusion and muddled thoughts but doesn't solve them? How do you post the mis-understanding of truth, wisdom and future when there is only One that can understand it? How do you find an answer to what it is that you don't know you want? How do you write a story that is lived by one, heard by several and explained by none? How do you post the feeling of not knowing, the feeling of just getting through each day with what is expected but all the while yearning for what is wanted? How do you post the feeling that this is all there is, and while it can be very rewarding and the hope for more is ever present, something inside is just telling you, no, it can't happen for you? How do you write the explanation of appreciation for what you have when the pit of your stomach is telling you something is missing?

You don't.

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