For last year's words belong to last year's language
And next year's words await another voice.
And to make an end is to make a beginning.
~T.S. Eliot
Glory to God in highest heaven,Who unto man His Son hath given; While angels sing with tender mirth,A glad new year to all the earth.
~Martin Luther
Well, it is New Year's Eve. And, yes...I am blogging. A sign of things to come? I don't know. Last New Year's Eve, I was with a man that, just after the clock struck 12am, he said that if I was looking for a long term relationship, then he wasn't the guy for me. The year before that, I was pining for someone that didn't give a rip about me or our friendship. This year, I am sitting home, alone in the wake wondering why? While I look forward to what this year has to offer and what I can make of it, I wonder if it will be yet another year of loneliness. Of wondering why God prefers for me to be alone when I feel like I have so much to give. I guess it isn't for me to question why, just to accept.
It isn't that I am not happy. I am. I am so blessed and I realize it. I just don't get it. Anyway...
Have a Happy New Year. Truly...
8 comments:
Wish u Happy New Year! ... and yes... we are all wondering... why God why? even when our lives aren't that bad... coz' we always believe things could've benn so much better! ;)
Happy New Year, Michelle! I wish I had some amazing advice for you about guys and finding your heart's desire, but if I had that kind of advice, I'd be taking it myself! :) But I can hope and pray you have your best year ever and find what your heart is looking for. I'm rooting for you!
Thanks anup, for stopping by.
I have the Faith Frenzied. Happy New Year to you too!
Thanks Crystal. Happy New Year to you... I didn't mean to sound so down. I think I had one glass too many of Champagne. Which was only...one. I am not much of a drinker, but I am usually happy when I do. Perhaps it was my company...I dunno. You can only take so much of someone telling you that your not doing it right. It..being everything. I'll get into that though, after our visit is over.
I hope you have the best year ever...too.
Happy New Year, Michelle! I hope it brings you lots of good stuff! :)
Ditto back at ya, Tech!
Hi Cutie Girl....
Your other mother is home at last. Reno was good to us...but have been missing you. Call when you have a moment.....
XXOO
Happy New Year!!!
YEAH!!! My Mom is home!
I have been missing you bad too! I am calling...now!
Michelle, this is your audience talking to you ... POST SOMETHING! :)
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