I haven't been posting as much as I normally do. I am not sure why, except that life is pretty basic right now. I go to work, concentrate, for the most part, on this weight loss and do what I normally do each day. I don't have much to fret about or past issues that are haunting me. Well there are always, it seems, certain issues that spook, but I manage through those daily. Ther eisn't anything I can do to change the past, however much I don't like it, so I concentrate on the day at hand...
Today, my focus is the fact that Rachel's father is coming to visit. I am not to thrilled about it. And my mind has been going through all the different kinds of scenarios that could take place. I think about what stunt he is going to pull now that he is getting married and feels righteous for some reason. And I think about Rachel's heart. It has been shattered by this man over and over for so many years, and I see the hope in her that he will make it right with her. I worry, about his version of "right" and what the future holds in that relationship. I wish I had an invisible blanket to wrap around her. One that protects her heart and her mind from him. It is frustrating just thinking about it, much less having to deal with it.
Other than that, today is a gorgeous day. The sun is shining brightly on the new snow, the crystals sparkling against the rays of hope.
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"no news is good news", eh? :) ... Just be there for ur child ... love her as much as u can ... and pray for her as much as u can ... things will definitely work out!
Thank you Frenzed. She is a pretty cool kid if I do say so myself. Yesterday actually went well, aside from my blood pressure raising the moment she stepped out of our home with him. I think I spent about 3 and half hours in prayer. Angles around her, the Lord walking beside her...
It actually went well, no confrontations and his fiance actually seems pretty nice. I was thankful.
Thanks anup for stopping by. I will always be there for her, love her and pray. It's a given!
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