What to expect...

*sigh* It is those pictures I look at of Rachel, that makes me yearn for another.

Baby that is...

I loved being pregnant, and I love being a mom. I read everything out there to do with pregnancy, the babies development at every stage, and I analyzed every movement. I wanted to treasure the experience and remember each moment. I can honestly say that it was the best experience of my life. And still is. I am inexplicably thankful for the one opportunity I was given.

I guess that is why it bothers me, when I see other mothers out there, that feel their children are such a burden. They have been blessed with not just one child, but two or three. They treat their having another child as some sort of bad event in their life that has brought them down. I know it is a lot of work. There is a lot of sacrifice, expense and time invested. But I don't see it as an obligation, I see it as a desire. A want, to provide for my baby and make her life the best it can be.

I am not trying to make myself sound like some sort of super mom or something, I just don't understand how some parents can put their regrets and wishes for different decisions, on that of an innocent child.