(Be nice with that one...)
Ok. The dark, ugly, nasty side of me was displayed. That really is about as bad as it gets. Am I emotional? Yes I am. I don't excuse it. And I don't feel it is always such a good thing. But I am a passionate person. Not sure that I should have to offer an apology on such a thing when I think so many are really just...numb. Oblivious, frankly. Anyway...do I really wish the worst for him? Yes..I do. Just being honest with myself. Maybe that feeling will change at some point. Right now...I dont' think so. I wish I could say I was proud of his achievements...but how can you be proud of someone that hurt people to get there? The rewards of such things...are empty, to say the least. Some are satisfied with that...so be it. But how sad...
I went and talked with a friend of mine at lunch today. He made me laugh. I love that. And really put it all pretty plain. I love that too. Although, I had to lay out some details that I really don't like to talk about. But he seemed to understand. I love that even more. I liked seeing a more serious side to him...
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