Thursday, June 01, 2006

When the stars go blue

Yeah so I heard back from him today. He was so flattering, about how wonderful and amazing a woman I was. Kind, thoughtful...loving..he laid it on thick. How much I am just the kind of person he would want a relationship with. But the distance ya know...and he doesn't want to take the chance of it not working out. How he feels/felt something for me. He also cherished our time together. Blah...and more blah. He laid it on thick the last couple of months too, so much as to say he loved me. ?? (I didn't reciprocate the sentiment however. Just because it takes a lot more for me to feel that and to truly express it. I don't take the word lightly.) I am thinking he doesn't know the meaning or just likes playing with words. It is fine, but I would have preferred a straight out "I don't think it's going to work and let's just move on." It works for me. Then I can just not think he is nice at all. Much better than the lies he threw my way over the last couple days or the lead on since we began. Ugh is it really so hard to find a good honest man?

So, here you go Kelly. My final words for you...

THE WRECKERS
Leave The Pieces

You're not sure that you love me
But you're not sure enough to let me go
Baby it ain't fair you know
To just keep me hangin' round

You say you don't wanna hurt me
Don't wanna see my tears
So why are you still standin' here
Just watchin' me drown

And it's alright yeah, I'll be fine
Don't worry 'bout this heart of mine
Just take your love and hit the road
There's nothin' you can do or say
You're gonna break my heart anyways
So just leave the pieces when you go

Now you can drag out the heartache
Baby you can make it quick
Really get it over with (Will you get it over with)
And just let me move on

Don't concern yourself
With this mess you left for me
I can clean it up, you'll see
Just as long as you're gone

You're not makin' up your mind
It's killin' me and wastin' time
I need so much more than that
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

Leave the pieces when you go
Oh, yeah
Leave the pieces when you go

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah


Leave the pieces when you go

4 comments:

Michelle said...

Yeah. Really hate the whole wasting my time and feelings thing...

But you pick up your stuff and keep heading forward.

And you can just send Tech over for a date...the guy isn't worth beating up.

SBB said...

My robots are ready to pounce on him! Just give the word and the GPS coordinates!

Michelle said...

N 44 54.784
W 122 58.542

Ha...close enough. Right around the corner, but maybe some fallout will get him.

Michelle said...

Oh...and did we go on a lunch date that I don't know about?