The nemesis strikes

Timing
1 : selection or the ability to select for maximum effect of the precise moment for beginning or doing something (haven't got my timing down)
2 : observation and recording (as by a stopwatch) of the elapsed time of an act, action, or process

Looks pretty simple huh?

"What goes around comes around" is something I have always believed in...especially for those that have done me wrong. Unfortunately, I fail to realize that it applies to me too. And so, someone that I have put off is now with someone else, and I am the one to be put off. It is only fair. And understood, although it doesn't feel all that great. Especially with all that has been going one within my world.

There are only so many times you can beat that proverbial "horse", as someone once said :P, till you finally get it. Till you are tired of trying and just wish it would all stop. No more men....mo more dates...no more trying. Just leave me alone. It keeps getting thrown in my face how wrong it is for me to be with someone so I should just get it already right?? Right.

I would prefer to be a cat or some such animal that really doesn't give a hoot about the opposite sex unless some interesting whiff happens upon their nose. A couple sniffs and they are done...happily on their way to find there place in the sun and proceed to lick their butts. How content can one be if they are ok licking their own a**? I ask you? Must be something to that. Being the Human that I am, I have no desire to do so, so I guess I will never know. But I envy their non-chalant perception of this world.