What a day. It is over...yes? Yeah!
I am not myself lately. It is a myriad of things, just reaching the brim of my pot. A few things have spilled over....tissues to wipe up the mess. Just a little spill right? No big deal...or so I tell myself. Keep sipping away Michelle...it will go back down. Just don't get burned...
I am looking forward to my trip to the coast. It has, of course, to be postponed a bit because of work...but I kind of expected it anyway. It really is just a given where that is concerned. My life or personal needs could give a rip to the boss. He comes first...don't ya know? I understand more this time however (he has a lot on his plate), so the nice agreeable employee attitude ensues... Smile pretty...and just fake it.
Burying myself in my work is not a new thing for me. I have been doing it for the past few weeks anyway...since the year began. Too much in my mind to think about and decide. It is a nice escape and a really great wall to put up to keep out the undesirables. Sometimes, they crawl over anyway and you have to deal with it. I dealt with mine. Let's just say...the bridge is smoldering in the distance. Much easier that way and serves as protection for me. I wrote a letter to once again try to get my point across. And although I didn't expect any response...I am still disappointed that there wasn't one. I guess the pony express can't make it across the bridge either now...
I watched the movie "Something's Got To Give" this weekend... And while I can appreciate how she felt, been there done that, the ending really torked me off. Most movies do this to me cause they aren't as realistic as the rest of the movie would seem. Stuff doesn't end happy. It doesn't always work out for the good and the right. I can bet everything I have, that this last guy I was with, isn't going to come back to me and Hope that I still feel the same because he has had an epiphany of his stupidness. It just doesn't work that way.
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