No dew on this rose

"You can experience a deeper connection with someone by merely sharing without fear."

Hmmm. I guess so. I have yet to experience that, fully. On a "relationship" level anyway. I knew a guy that I had this amazing connection with. In all aspects that you can. Spiritual, emotional, intellectual and physical. The drawback? He was married. Figures huh? Maybe there was no fear in that friendship because he was married. No what if's or wonders...just nice safe relating. No we didn't do anything with the physical attraction part, but it was there just the same. I have had an experience with another married man before. Many, many years ago and not something I am proud of. I learned my lesson then, and don't plan on ever repeating.

Confessions? I dunno.

I am sitting here, wet head, not quite ready for work. I am going in late today. My daughter is sick and I let her sleep in a little bit so she would have a little more energy to make it through her day. The mommy in me, Always comes first. I could give a rip what work has to say about it or the grief they may give.

I am in a weird frame of mind the past couple days. A bit bitter maybe, or just fed up. Fed up I think...and just damn tired of dealing the difficulties people give. It really is easy, wish everyone could Get that. Ugh.