Something mindless please?

It's Friday!! Yeehaw...

And so you may ask why the heck I am on here? Me too.. :P I even have a free night. Baby girl is at her friends for the night. Hummmm so much time to myself. Dang me. What should I do? I got a few ideas...but most likely I am going to hang out here and play video games, order in some Chinese. Yeah ok...so I still play those. Just cause you hit...umm a certain age, doesn't mean you have to entirely grow up. Does it? No...

I am starting to wonder if I am capable of loving someone again. I know...the whole relationship thing. But seriously...I wonder. It has nothing to do with the Come on Strong Guy...but just this last year. Maybe I have dated way too much and now I am just feeling that I can't do it. Ya know? It isn't in me, the give is gone, been wacked upside the head too much, I dunno. Or...it could be...that I just know what I want and refuse to settle for less. It makes it pretty slim pickins and when someone comes along that is interesting, piques my curiousity...there is something I find out that just won't work with my boundaries. I am not rigid...in fact my mom points out how habitually naive I am and gullible. She is right...I am not criticizing. But I really do want to believe that someone is good. Within... It just really sucks when you find out they aren't what you thought...hoped. Hmmm.

Ugh...no more thought. I am hittin the vid game section at Wally world.