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I had this whole post about Noggin' that I had written earlier today. But, it all seems rather pointless. The girl is a walking doorknob. Oh no...wait...doorknobs are useful items. Let's say...ummm...hmmmm I can't seem to think of something that doesn't have some use to someone somewhere. Maybe that sums it up in and of itself. I know, I sound so horribly mean. But ya know, you don't know what it is that I take from this girl on a daily basis. Rude and nasty comments, innuendos and the like. Believe me when I say that I am very nice to the girl. So much so, that my mother questions my sanity on the subject. Why do I let her get away with the stuff she does? Because I have to work with her. And work is hard enough sometimes without being on bad terms with someone you see everyday.

Why does the "come on strong" guy always pop up when I am done with another prospective relationship? It is like he has sensors or something. DING! DING! DING! She is free again, let's see how we make out this time? It is enough to send a girl screaming off to the mountains. I swear. Is it so much to ask for someone normal? Or that at least seems normal? Or even lessor still, knows what it means to truly care for somebody beyond the superficial stuff? It really is so simple.

I talk to so many people in my job. Many of which complain about their marriages. "Oh" they say "How I envy that you are single. You can do what you want, go where you want and live how you want. So much freedom!" Yeah...it's great. Except when you are at the really great viewpoint, or nature scene or sunset and you go to express how wonderful it is to the person by your side. Except...there isn't anyone there. How about when your watching that really great love story, or walking on the beach or trying that new romantic restaurant. Such freedom....yeah...envious to say the least.

I tell them to appreciate what they have, the grass isn't always greener. In fact, the greenest most likely resides between your toes.

No, I am not sad. More melancholy. Can I use that adjective instead? It isn't as basic as just being sad. Or angry that God has given me so much, yet witholds this one very thing. Just give me a reason...at least give me that.

I would like to send more public wishes of well being and prayer to TECH He needs the support, please give him yours.