Wednesday, April 20, 2005

This Jelly

The phone rang tonight. Just twice. My daughter answered but no one was there. I checked the caller ID to see who it was...but no number was displayed. I looked through the rest that had called the past few days and saw that he called today. Why? It was his cell phone. Was it a mistake? Did he mean to dial my number this afternoon when I was surely at work? My feeling is no. There was no message left. I am resigned to the idea that he is just another of the same. I had no expectations. So it is all good. Just makes me wonder. Funny how it all works. Can't say I like it much.

I don't have much faith where relationships or even the possibilities of are concerned. It is all just "stuff" at this point. Just tired of trying I suppose. I dare someone to show me different.

Besides, I am enjoying listening to my daughter try to sing "Bootylicious" on her Kareoke machine.

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