I am thankful for today. It's Friday.
*insert obnoxious laughter and snorting here*
I know this is going to sound odd...but I am looking forward to my Dr.'s appointment a week from Monday. It has been a while since I have had a physical. One of the reasons I haven't gone, is because of the lack of insurance and money. Another...is my absolute fear of Dr.'s. It stems from the death of my adoptive father and it has been hard to shake. But this time, it feels different. Maybe because I am so tired of feeling, not right. I keep thinking of my age, my daughter and how I want to be healthy enough to enjoy my grandchildren someday. Someday far away, I hope...but someday, nonetheless. I would also like it, that if there were any guy that actually felt I was worth his time shared, that it wouldn't be spent nursing me to health cause I didn't take care of myself. Make sense? Not that I think there is any guy at all out there that would, but hey? Ya never know...
In just a couple of days, I will have my home back. Just me and Rach, doing our "thing". We are both looking forward to a little time to ourselves.
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Thanks Frenzied, cool what you can find out your back door.
I need to start taking care of myself better. I keep hearing so many messages lately, about how I need to stop making sure everyone else is ok and taking the time to make sure I am ok. So I am..
I just want to be sexy again. I tmay only be to the benefit of myself, lol, but sexy nonetheless. :)
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